My Parent's Day card design..

Card's Front Design


Card's Back Design

Specially dedicated for my mom and dad

My Very Special Parents
Mom and Dad

I may no longer be that little child who always
Wanted another hug or minute with you
But I still miss you when we are apart.

I may no longer need your hand for every step I take
But I still need your acceptance and support of everything I do.

I may not be that little child who asked
For all the things I ever wanted in the world
But that’s because long ago you taught me
How to go after my dreams.

I may no longer be that little child who
Looked to you to share every hurt, smile and tear
But I still feel like that child whenever I think of you…

I’ll always love you, Mom and Dad,
With the heart of that little child
Grown to love you only more.

Mom & Dad,
I do think of you often.

nice song and lyrics

Berharga Di MataMu ~ (True Worshippers)

Dan bila malamku
gelap tak berbintang
Hanya Engkaulah pelitaku
Menerangi jalanku

Walau ku terjatuh hilang dan tersesat
Namun tetap Kau memandangku
Berharga dimataMu

Maka jiwaku menyembah
Kau penebus mulia
Darah anak domba kudus dan perkasa
Darah yang tercurah bukti kasih termegah
Jadikan ku berharga

Dan bila malamku
gelap tak berbintang
Hanya Engkaulah pelitaku
Menerangi jalanku

Walau ku terjatuh hilang dan tersesat
Namun salibMu memanggilku
Kembali kepadaMu

Pondering about some things...

Firstly, I thank the LORD for all things He has done in my life, especially my studies and my job, He tremendously helped out in time of distress, when it seems that it's a dead end, but He opened another way out. I don't know how many times I said this, but I know I only meant it a few times in my life. When the Lord spoke to us through His words, I was slow to respond, slow in action, everything was slow. There are times where I wanted to respond but I was a bit afraid that I could not do it and probably due to my past that I kept thinking of, but thank God that He spoke to me in every ways that He had.

If ever I could calculate how many times, I would probably need to have equation to come out with the exact amount of it. Dead bodies do not respond, neither do corpse. But people of the LORD would respond in all kind of circumstances. I believe it did not take me overnight to obey, to support, to be willingly involved in all things that I do today. However by God's grace I am allowed and I am enabled to do so. His words strike me deeply on the phrase Loyalty the Best Policy. Loyalty towards my God, towards my leaders, especially towards my shepherd and CL. I thank the LORD that I did not miss my past more than how I missed meeting up my core team, especially the new ones. I am not good in PR, I ain't good in anything much, but I will not restrict myself from getting it because I know I need to improve the atmosphere of the CG.

If I were to wait and wait and wait, I won't get out of it; but I knew I urgently need to get up and stretch myself. LORD stretch me! Stretch me to be a person whom You want me to be. To be a person that is pleasing for You. AMEN!

Lord, thanks for keeping my shepherd here for the time being. I'm out of idea on how to do all these in the care group. Many things that I seemed to know theoretically not practically. Anyways, I'm very happy, very glad, hyper happy, super duper happy,extremely happy.

Wished that the WGP structure would stay, I was just beginning to love this care group a little lot more. I feel the sense of belonging - the presence of them - Chern, Sarah, Steph and Irence, it somehow brings up the spices of life. Lord, help me not to do one mistake which is the mistake of giving up. You knew me very well, so help me to do it Your way God~!

caregroup oh caregroup

we'll be having the closing of keamatan/gawai night today. yay! Last month we had our keamatan/gawai CG with many ones who came. Tonight, we'll be cooking together for dinner, and I need to make sure for special item they'll decorate themselves nicely.

I need to prepare notes for j3g class today. Next week there will not be any class on saturday ~ it's gonna be parents teachers day. So, had to catch up with the syllabus. What a short term for this 2nd term..

~sleepy~ woke up at 4am this morning.

The new chapter of my 4th blog

Just finished my responsibilities and tasks in adjusting the students mark. Previously it would be a tough job for me coming as early as 6am and having to stay back late at night in school just to get the work done. One aspect that taught me this lesson to persevere is on the characteristics of having credibility in your serving as well as your career. Equilibrium is needed to make our serving more effective, I should say.

Coming to this end of 2nd quarter actually taught me a lot of things in the past, in the areas of loyalty, obedience and clear conscience. I'm not saying I am perfect in this area, improvement is needed.

Well, the great blessings that I received on this quarter is having my cg members to stay (to see it on a brighter and positive side - one did not get KPLI, and the other maybe rejected the offer for the KPLI).

I'm preparing to march forth for 3rd quarter growth. Had to work out on the growth plan. Leaving behind 2nd quarter with 60 goals for my unit and 8 for my Elia-love cg, I knew we did try our best, it's just that I came in bit too late of the time frame where we should launch for this *reach-deep* attack on my cg. I'm glad to have people like Chern, Sarah, Irence and Steph in our group; not forgetting my two core-teams my shepherd and my UL. ^^

This coming week will be our last week to actually reach what we planned for and to expect these statistics will come into reality. Well, it's not all about statistics, and not even about the numbers, but the people I meet up every week, and how I would meet their needs in every ways that I can. Looking forward to the closing of "Keamatan/Gawai" care group tomorrow. Still thinking is there any ways to improve the special item for tomorrow. Should I add some more materials? and what kind of materials?

Many things in mind, and many tasks to complete :)